I'm a Woman

So you say I'm too different to fit in 
That I'm a tiger shark with an 80 foot fin
On the prowl for blood, sweat and tears
That I'm living on the high of their fears
That I'm the psycho in a poncho 
This is no joke that you wanted me to choke
So who's the bad one really? 
Are you still sure it's lil autistic me? 

I once left with the wolf pack 
Now I'm trying to make my way back
It's so dark in here that I'm poised
Ready for the onslaught of vicious poison 
That comes in the form of rumour mongerers
If you're someone who thought I was the monster
All I can say is take a good look in the mirror

I just want my bullies to know they're forgiven 
But I can't help wonder why it happened 
Houston I have found myself, yes I've landed
Hard to believe I feel half dead yet I'm still living 

Not sure I can hold on but I know God's song
As he whispers through the trees at me (and you)
Carry on my child, I am here to keep you strong
I am free to be me but Im not sure I wanna be 
I don't feel ready to dive in yet here I am
Take my hand as I hold my nose
Every breath I take is a sign of love I suppose 
I'm the living ghost of the girl I used to be
Now I'm a woman living out her destiny




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