Songs for Sanity

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There hearts are gold mines You know its youth that is a gold mind Young minds are fields that you plant your words in And oh if you push to much well like a mine they’ll explode Or worse implode Treasure young souls like older souls Let them choose their own goals Step back, stand down Let them make mistakes of their own Oh you think your words are encouraging But insecurity is what your words drowns innocence in Speak to your inner child They remember what it was like To be trying to show the World they have what it takes By all means explain the stakes But there’s a difference between jagged words and, gentle encouragement You still see the child Instead, if look closer and remove the blinds Your adolescent standing before you changing Their thoughts rearranging Their goals can continue changing But that’s part growth and who they are as people just like you

So you lash out at me After I made social mistakes So you lash out at the World Are you trying to break free? The Earth carries millions of stories, hidden within Oh stories that remain untold While you send out stinging barbs in my direction I take the blows and turn them into reflection You pummel me and all around you with poison I take it I turn it into anti-venom Oh oh, oh Oh oh, oh oh There you go Again You forget that your stinger has a curved tip While you aim to strike me You’ll always get stung by your blind sightedness Your emotions are innocent But there is nothing innocent in what you do Woah to you while you bring in your own down fall While you attempt to make the World and me tumble I take the blows and turn them into anti-venom In the midst of reflection all the toxin to take over Like a phoenix I will arise From transformational anger, passion, sadness and angst Like a phoenix she will heal and return to life ...

I’ve woken in the dark Seeking a spark Of light, ignite the nights My demons cry They don’t hide Puzzle pieces of life don’t fit My life, I can’t hit My pulse resonates with shit Where is the bright sky? In my dark demise Of mind melting erosion Here’s the sun, setting Electrons and neutrons They short out I’m looking for a short cut There isn’t one, no This is how mental health goes Take what comes in stride You don’t have to hide Weakness can become strength Is this what Plath and Yeats meant?

Hold on hope Breathe dying jokes Sigh the wind Follow paths to find As they wind Squeeze through Whispering thoughts Until the cracking bough Flittering feathers swoop Drink up life Like a nourishing soup It is rich despite the rife Calls and howls Course through mother earths bowels As the she connects With busy insects Winds change Currents rearrange Life evolves Mysteries remain unsolved Rains fall to natures call Life is refreshed again Until the end Deserts and sand Deserted lands The sun shines into crevices and grooves Casting shadows on horses hooves And their echoes Whisper in lush meadows There is beauty waiting to be found  And wildlife running abound Hold on hope Breathe dying jokes Sigh the wind Follow paths to find As past, present and future unwind Squeeze through Whispering thoughts Until the cracking of the bough 

You chase self-glorification I bet you’d stop if you knew of your final destination Pacing your way across a high-rope of life Awaiting golden globes, VMA’s, CMA’s, BFA Awards galore Arrogantly and some insecurely looking for so much more Unawares you walk the widest road Made up of flames and evil mind games Oh we were all told We were all warned As his warnings begin to unfold As people walk away from him One person at a time He awaits with his Arms wide open Jésu waits impatiently for time is of the imminent For time is running out He no longer waits He’s on his way He’s coming While the enemy rises Poising as a person of bright light Do not forget the angel of light Wants a spiritual fight Stand down stand down Fighting will do no good Wars and rumors of wars Are in the air and so much more Be wary of who you think you stand for Glory be to the highest father Glory be to Christ Glory be to the true power Glory ...

He knows what you’ll think Before thoughts even enter your mindful rink He knows exactly what you’re going to say Before your words make their way So choose your vocab wisely He doesn’t want you to burn There are lessons we have yet to learn And time is of the essence Can’t you sense his presence Before he leaves He wants you to know You walk the wider road (Oh) Choose the narrow Its only way to go Let go of desire You have chance to enter his empire Don’t fall for the deceiver He is on his way The two clash and claw Now everyone wants to defy His laws That’s why you should pray He’s calling out to you He loves you He has a tribulation yet to be gone through He loves you Don’t let the enemy’s arrows destroy you Yeshua, Yah’weh is healing you He loves you Oh Jesu

Go ahead and hate on me All you accomplish is wasting your own energy I’m better than that Whoa You reached a level I won’t stoop so low I choose to glow No claim to being perfect No proclamation This is a declaration of being imperfect Oh oh oh Rise hire The mind is my empire Ignite a courageous fire We could be brighter Stand together But we’re miles apart Where should we even start As the oceans of voices rise Like high and low tides We were set apart

You fight fire with fire In end you’ll burn down your own empire I’m a lone wolf I’m not afraid of ya Fuck MK Ultra Mind control using humans as a console Wake up society I’m advising you follow me Just wake up society They’re probably gonna kill me If I wake up another soul Then perhaps in time we can corrupt the NWO doctrine Reverse the tables They take world domination from an insider angle Underground hideouts is their planned destination While they leave up here to burn Of all the lessons Still people have yet to learn History is no mystery It always repeats They’re distracting us with fiery beats Then they’ll introduce One World executions Don’t believe us sooner or later one generation will see You fight fire with fire In the end you’ll burn down your own empire I’m a lone wolf with a team of anonymity I’m not afraid of ya Fuck MK Ultra Mind control using humans as a console

The story changes Future re arranges And nothing is as it seems All people chasing dreams Fade out Wade in Stomp it out Scream and shout Until it begins Tides in life Turn and swirl Currents pull We toss and turn To lessons we must learn Fade out Wade in Stomp it out Scream and shout Until it begins Again One more friend Divide the dividend The mind defends While heart curses the World Its not the end Time changes History rearranges Music in conversations   Echo in the present mind What were we supposed to find?

We sleep to the drum Of a dragon Now it has awaken While we walk on through a daydream Millions have already been shaken All is not what it seems Wake up now Wake up now For we creep Towards World War 3 For the bombers sow what they seek And so its’ what they want to reap   We sleep to the drum Of a dragon Its already awoken While we live a Western daydream Millions have already been shaken All is not what it seems Be glad to know The peaceful folk Who follow the same But many who follow the black flag   Are calling for war They show us what is in store Their cries fall on deaf ears They seek to rise the sword To usher in the apocalypse It has potential to be worse than your greatest fears Their war cry is cascading from their lips Machine guns are at their hips The West is what they want to fell They want the deaths of what they call the infidels We sleep to the drum Of a dragon It’s already awoken ...

Life is an anthem Our movements, the rhythm The steps of our feet Match our heart drum beats Walk through a tangle Work your way through thorns You can find a new angle Just grab life by the horns Don’t give up now Keep climbing Don’t give up now Keep shining Don’t give up Though it might get difficult Find constructive criticism In the bile of spite others spit They remain burning in their stomach pits Use their words as a catapult You can rise, rise, and rise.   Into the skies To shine like the star you are Don’t give up now (Keep climbing) Don’t give up now (Keep shining) What is life without a challenge? For life it is a ballet dance Stretching until your toes hurt A balance of risk and chance All the while carrying personal baggage Be careful of self-glorification Be cautious of your ego Avoid destructive contradiction Stay wary of the industries lingo Step up to the plate of living for the oth...

You, I’ve got you   Protected In a shroud of shimmering white light It burns so bright like flickering flames of love It surrounds you like a comfy, soft glove Unconditional love for you, yeah that’s right I didn’t think it really existed I never thought I’d reach that point Though it wasn’t mean for you originally But you’re ten times better than the intended Your light shines, splendidly Look in the mirror See a reflection of who you are Compared to yesterday Its’ about time you arrive out of your hibernation After so many years of being away This time, I hope you stay Just hold on a little longer Little by little bit by bit You’ve gotten stronger In the dark you shine brighter Look at you now You never thought you’d get this far But here you are Look in the mirror See a reflection of who you are Compared to yesterday Its’ about time you arrive out of your hibernation After so many years of being away This time, ...

Bullies age to become abusers So kick them out Block them out Forever Slanderers, Libelers, gossipers and viral abusers You’re nothing compared to me I represent naïvely kind, genuine, loyalty I’m the best misunderstood young woman You could ever hope to be That’s precisely why you’re not good enough for me You hated me without a valid reason From season to season Never even bothered to get to know me You judged me and treated me like I was nothing Without even bothering to sit your shallow asses down and speak to me That says more about petty and mean you than it ever will about me, you’ll see I deserve better I deserve more I’m the sunny weather In a life-long thunderstorm Its’ been proven time and time again To the fake friend brigade who side with them Remember this lesson of psychology Bullies age to become abusers So kick them out Block them out Forever Unless they work to be part of the 1% who try to change Bu...

Who could turn her life around? Despite her naiveté? Only me Who could no longer give a toss? Knowing that what she can gain Is greater than what she lost  Or what was taken unceremoniously? Only me Who has it in her mind, heart and soul? To know that life is more than Just some magnanimous show Only me Oh does that make you slanderous swine’s Toss and turn at night? Well guess what, You’ve had your turn and now I’m taking mine I finally found a life-long goal I finally found a reason Resonating in every season In the dark it is a spark In the day is a glinting sun ray It’s more than you More than me More than everybody It’s all about society Who could turn her life around? Despite her naiveté? Only me Who could no longer give a toss What people think or say Knowing her what she can gain Is greater than what she lost or what was taken unceremoniously? Only me Who has it in her mind, heart and soul? To know...

I don’t sing of love I don’t sing for success Don’t care about being the best I sing about choice I sing of purpose Of having your own voice Oh times have changed Goals have been rearranged So completely it can’t be explained We stand alluded Yeah Many have concluded Here comes our chance Seize with one hand While the other maintains our balance Meanwhile, Alive society stands Deep in the marching bands Of riots, fighters Gathering in war-waging pits   There’s no need for this No need for this Protect nature’s child That’s what we are Protect his children Oh times have changed Goals have rearranged So completely it can’t be explained We stand alluded Yeah Many have concluded History repeats itself Why does it repeat It doesn’t have to be this way Keep your rhythmic feet Stay calm Massage society with a balm Incense and Mohr All hell has broken loose All of hell is breaking loose Oh times are...