Songs for Sanity

Come to me and you will see A royal Shakespeare tragedy Happy to be me yet I'm not I'm just a corpse starting to rot I'm a walking protige  Doesn't matter if Im straight or gay Hip hip hooray life is music Yes I'm cupid with a twisted bow Who shot in my funny bone 🦴  Can't ya see I'm quite the tonic Now add the gin I'm a party girl Not quite woman not quite man Bi? Straight? Trans? No I'm pan 🍳  I'll fry an egg on a handsome man Sexual innuendos?  Hell no, I'm just a joker Like Gaga is an icon of glitz and glam Both are rumoured to be a man I am genderqueer genderfluid Theres nothing much else to it She, her, sometimes they I am me and that's okay 

We are yin and yang  It's part of God's plan We are light and dark We are good and bad Embrace them both  But don't succumb To pure ego  Now let go 

Many years ago I fell for a psycho Oh what a surprise  Am I still alive  Or did I die?  There are no tears I can cry They have all vanished and dried It's not that I cannot shed water Tis just that I no longer want to I saw your true colours in school Forget the pain you put me through  I see it as a purifying fire I am a Phoenix rising from our ashes  Watch I'm emerging from our clash We must remember who we are I worked to dismantle my ego in 2013 While you went on to humiliate me Here's the thing to understand  While passion was burning  My human soul was learning  Spiritual evolution is the solution  Awaken your mind to the illusion  We are in a matrix and I'm the glitch I bring forth a healing stitch In the fabric of God's love Don't be afraid you will not burn Come to the light it's our turn

Dear Leelo my dear friend I want you to remember who you are For you are a friend I treasure Your inner light shines so bright You are a star in my nights sky We have a history of hurt and pain  But friendship is worth  More than any words can say So please see yourself as I do  Don't you see you're beautiful  You're a treasure You're a light  Evolve in your dark night I know you more than you do  I love you so very much As a friend I'll remain true We've hurt each other many times  But I will always return to you And maybe you wonder why It's because you're human I can recall all the tears  The many you cried as a teen child  We have both been stung by life We share many of the same woes  But I will never leave your side My heart is so very wide I carry you deep within it's walls I carry a separate love for you Different to the psychopath I love I take your scorpio stings Then I turn them into anti-venom Because I want to help you heal ...

I understand I have to let you go I don't know why it still hurts As it was a very very long time ago I would give anything to hold you  Closer and closer to ego death I am drifting on heavens breath My heart is like a bass beat There's a passion in the deep All of your victims weep But not me or your sweet For we see your truth That's why we still love you We know you better than you do We see you as a child in darkness  For you are also a child of God Or have you forgotten?  There is a light in your eyes  It equals the sunrise I know I hurt you But please know I never intended to Alexythmia release me  Echolalia is my disaster I am a grown woman  So I ask the World  Please drop the misinformation now My only crime was loving another girl Without understanding emotion  I was naive and so very confused  And so afraid of my mind I wish I could rewind time 

Inside of me lies a graveyard Where my inner child roams Over many an eon ago was lost We be flesh and bone in the hour Peace come peace bring  Innocence of lambs in spring  Wash my spirit clean  My abusers are being weaned  We are souls benevolence In the holy of holies chalice They lie they lie  About me for I am she But my name is Claire B  Rhythm and drums Beats of my heart in the cavern I am no Christ but I am his daughter Here in the final hour  I am come for He will return This is all serenely certain  Birds sing in my brain I never sought fame  But within my bodies prison  I am ingrained  Am I forsaken in all their lies I am in pain can't you see me? Within a prism of misinformation  Release me from body  For my mind speaks I have felt hatred Without it enacted My flesh widens Let His blood enmesh with mine The fallen ones came from space To teach lessons of weapons The biggest war is in spirit Don't let Satan and ...

In my mind there is a symphony  Won't somebody please help me To understand is to listen  But to do this one must also weep There was once a woman  A beauty whose name haunts me I sleep in the arms of melancholy  For it's so long since I felt happy The keys of the piano And the string quartet Leave a trace of yesteryear Early on the "morrow I am enveloped by a sorrow  Ah mon tete oh I'll never forget A drop of dew flows away Like a teardrop from my early days  It's many a year when  My innocence did fade  On the wing of a wren  Now the only hope for me Lies in the ink of my pen  And at my fingertips a melody Oh so sweet as her memory  The solo cellist so tranquil  It has become embellished  In many of my nightmares  It's simplicity vanquished Like a moth to a flame My mind became insane Memory and reality did blur For I am so in love my heart is pure I have been called many a name  Garish and gore  It was in...