God of the Sea

I feel like I'm being swallowed up
By inner ruins and butter cups
I awake every day feeling a little more
Yet every time I try I feel weaker 

Is this really my life I'm living 
There is so much to do but I'm still grieving
A past that seemed full of promise 
There are moments I cling to
To those who I loved and really cherished

Sometimes I feel a bit lost and lonely 
But this seems impossible you see
The doc prescribed me pills and injection
So I have a voices in my head shouting at me

There's so much in my mind
The doc says are false memories
But please someone tell me
How this can be 

Sometimes I cry out to God and say
I'm a mess why did you make me?
I'm a wreck my suffering is like an ebb and flow
Of the sea and ghosts I can't control
Like Neptune the God of the sea
Are you with me? Please help me
I need relief and I'm on the edge 
Teetering on sanity's ledge of good and old
I've only ever wanted to be loved 
since I was 6 months old 
So very long ago


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